Sunday, October 25, 2009

Posting Problems

Dangit. It's hard to remember to actually write something on here.
I keep forgetting that I have a blog and that you're supposed to WRITE in the blog!

Life is good, I guess. I'm really busy with schoolwork. Bio 6, Organic Chem 211, Honours Econs 1, and Honours History 1. This keeps my plate full and I'm always at Starbucks all the time!

I'm also doing my uni applications this semester. Oh the stress is crazy!

Anyhoo... I will update when it's not 1.49 am in the morning next time so till then!

Friday, March 20, 2009

It sucks...

to have no one in real life to talk to about all these problems. I have my set of friends and probably ONE really close friend who is not gonna accept me for who I am. It's pretty saddening.
She was the one who actually took the picture on St. Patrick's Day. The green on green. Sucks.

I don't know why but I always get the feeling that no one actually listens to me. Most of the time, when I try talking to somebody, I'd end up hearing their story instead of pouring out mine. Maybe it's partially my fault, but it frustrates me how I can't tell people my feelings.

I'm a very clamped up person, and usually put up this "happy, jovial, carefree Rico" facade that everybody tends to believe. I guess changing this should be easy, but it's so not for me.

Okay my rant is done today. Thanks.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Haizzz

I've been trying to update for as long as I can remember but I never actually gotten around to doing it! Urgh I hate college life that gets so busy.

This semester is mayhem. 5 classes, 19 units, 8-5 on mondays and wednesdays without much breaks in between... Crazy!

I guess I was just taking time to settle down and get everything organized. It is kinda organized now, except for my crazy midterms schedule :p
I wish I don't have any exams for the classes. And no papers too please!

Anyway, Evonne Soon got accepted to UC Davis! I'm jealous cause I wanna transfer a.s.a.p. Too! Urgh lol. Congrats to her :)

Anyway, off to take the train to San Diego! :( I'm sleepy and have to study for my testS tomorrow. Urgh
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Saturday, March 7, 2009

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

It's been too long!

Does anyone even check if I write here?
lol...

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Colorgenics

Name: Rico
Date: 1/29/2009
Colorgenics Number: 14723560


You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You want what you want and you need all that you want and, as they say in the movies, you are the sort of individual that 'By hook or by crook' you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for.

You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.




This is so true. Fuck.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Am I wrong to be that way?

I feel so stupid for trying to write something deep and current. Bleh. I'm just adding to my own stupidity.

I'm tired of this crap.